Wednesday, September 18, 2019

Inner Peace: Part 3


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September 14th, 2019
Boston, Massachusetts
Off Camera
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A feeling unrest and unease has settled over the being of one Marie Annabelle Jones as she walks through the halls of The Inner Peace Enlightenment Retreat.  These halls and corridors are so plain and ordinary.  So drab with literally no decorations to speak of lining these walls.  The floors are simple hardwood.  The Phoenix cannot help but take notice of the drastic contrast between the inside of this facility and the bright, upbeat happiness of the outside courtyard.  This doesn’t have the appearance the joyous hope-filled organization that Marie was introduced to when she toured the property with its leader Raul Alfaro.  Instead it has the appearance of the one organization that frightens Marie more than anything else…

...an insane asylum.

There is a history of mental illness within the Jones family.  Marie’s identical twin and tag team partner, Kimberly Williams, spent time in a mental ward.  Their mother, the matriarch of the Jones family Angelica Jones, also spent time in a mental hospital. Marie doesn’t want to suffer the same fate as them, she doesn’t want to believe that maybe she too needs mental help.  Yet it was just a couple of months ago when Marie attempted suicide.

Grief will do terrible things to people and her grief over the death of her husband Arthur Pond nearly drove her to ending her life.  So maybe, for her sake, she does need help?  Going to this place, this retreat, is a risk she is willing to take in order to get her mind off of her problems, to forget her grief, and hopefully refocus on her career.

She doesn’t like the idea of going to a session with anyone at all and sharing her problems; it sounds too much like the kind of mental asylum that Marie fears.  Raul Alfaro assured her that this was different and that they could help her.  So she will give it a chance, as soon as she drops her belongings off at her room.

The Phoenix eventually round a corner and spots a door with the numbers “2718”.  Jones checks a piece of paper with the same numbers written on it.  She sighs and walks towards the door and pushes it open, preparing to step into what will be her room for today at least.  That is another thing that bothers her; in order to receive the benefits of The Inner Peace Enlightenment Retreat, she must spend at least one full twenty four hour period there.

Why?  For what purpose?

Upon pushing open the door and stepping inside she is pleased to find that the room is larger than expected with two large Queen size beds side by side.  Marie is great full to find that there is a large window that next to one of the beds.  The window overlooks the beautiful courtyard.  The Phoenix is grateful for at least some nice view while she’s here.  Still, two beds?  That’s odd, Jones thinks to herself as she walks further into the room and sets her bag on one of the Queen size beds.  Shortly after doing so she spots the reason why there are two beds.

She isn’t alone in this room.  Standing in the corner is a blonde haired beauty, about her age or a little older.  The Phoenix clears her throat to get the woman’s attention.  She turns around and smiles pleasantly at Marie, but it’s Marie who speaks first.

“Excuse me?”

“Good afternoon!” The woman seems to have a sickeningly sweet voice and seems to be very happy.  Her pleasant mood matches that of the joy that Marie witnessed outside on the courtyard. Still, who is she?  The woman approaches her and embraces her with a tight hug, which Marie finds unusual for a complete stranger to hug her like this.  “It’s so nice to meet you!”

“Yeah, same…” Marie says uneasily as they break the embrace “...but we just met; can we hold off on the hugging?”

“No!” She declares happily. “We got to get used to one another since we’re gonna be roomies!”

Jones wrinkles her brow out of confusion.  This was most definitely not something she had been planning for.  “Roomies?  Seriously?”

“Yup!” The woman nods her head enthusiastically. “Didn’t Mr. Alfaro tell you how this works sweetie?”

The Phoenix shakes her head as she pulls away from this stranger and walks back over to the bed.  She sits down on the edge of the bed and it isn’t long until she is joined by this strange woman who she only just found out is going to be her roommate for the duration of her stay at the retreat.

“All I was told was that I would spend one night here and that I would have to go to some kind of sessions…” she shakes her head “...I wasn’t told anything about a roommate or anything else for that matter.”

“Awwww now don’t be a sour puss!” She sets her head on Marie’s shoulder. “You’re gonna love having a roommate, because it’s me!”

The Phoenix gently pushes this woman away and stares at her incredulously.  She is in disbelief that this woman actually is thinking this way and acting in this way.  Where is she, the twilight zone?

“I’m sorry, but I don’t even know you.”

“Oh, silly me!” She smacks herself on the head. “I can be a ditz at times!”

She extends her hand, offering a handshake to Marie. “My name is Julianne, Julianne Brady.”

Jones stares at Julianne’s hand for just a few moments before looking back up at her and finally, for the first time, smiling. “This is a start.” Marie shakes her hand. “Nice to meet you, Juliannne.”

“That’s the spirit!” Julianne slaps her on the back. “No need to be so grouchy, eh?”

Marie sighs and rolls her eyes.  Perhaps Julianne is a little too happy for her own good?  It does get on Marie’s nerves.  But at the same time Marie also recognizes that she has been a little grouchier than usual, due in large part to the apprehension she feels about being here at this retreat.

“Maybe I have been in a little bit of a bad mood.” Marie offers. “I apologize for that.”

“No need to apologize.” Julianne insists, shaking her head. “You’re new here so I can understand the butterflies, the jitters, and all that.  I think it happened to almost all of us the first time.”

“Even you?” Marie asks.  The Phoenix finds it hard to believe that this woman who doesn’t even seem to know the meaning of the word negativity to have had a hard time adjusting to this place.  Yet she gets an answer when Julianne nods her head.

“Yep!”

“I find that hard to believe.” Marie states plainly. “You are just so...happy?”

“People do say that about me!” Julianne chuckles. “But believe it or not, I wasn’t always this upbeat.”

“What happened?  If you don’t mind me asking.” Marie asks.  Julianne smiles back at her and shakes her head.

“Not now, sweetie.  Maybe later but not now.  All you need to know is that I owe everything to the Inner Peace Enlightenment Retreat.”

Jones is still curious about what brought Julianne here to the retreat.  She still finds it hard to believe that she, like Marie, was as upset and angry and needed help.  But it isn’t any of her business so she lets the issue rest, for now.

“Hopefully it can do just as much for me as it did for you.” Marie answers.

“Oh Raul Alfaro’s methods are proven!” Julianne states excitedly. “Whatever your problems are, the Inner Peace Enlightenment Retreat will heal you spiritually, mentally, and emotionally.”

“I’m looking forward to it.  Speaking of which, when is this session supposed to begin?  Raul told me that there would be sessions in which we’d share our problems.”

“There are.” Julianne says smiling knowingly. “And it’s already started.”

“Really?”  Marie asks curiously. “Where?”

“Right here!” Julianne happily declares.  Once again Marie finds herself perplexed about the goings on at this retreat.  She cocks her head to one side and stares blankly at Julianne.

“Wait...what?”

“Did Mr. Raul Alfaro explain anything to you?” She giggles.  Marie shrugs her shoulders.

“Apparently not.”

“It’s ok, because your buddy Julianne is here to explain things!” The blonde winks playfully at Marie. “See, The Inner Peace Enlightenment Retreat believes in one on one personal, individual relationships that heal our wounds.  Sure, you can throw money away at psychiatrists with fancy medical degrees but they’ll get you nowhere except maybe in a loony bin and who wants that?”

That mere statement causes Marie to shudder with fear.  She doesn’t want that at all.  She doesn’t want to end up in a mental hospital the way her mother and sister did.  Jones shakes her head as she continues to listen to Julianne.

“Friendship, Marie; friendship is what can heal our wounds.  And we all have wounds that need healing, even me.” She takes Marie’s hands and squeezes them tightly. “I hope we can be friends, Marie.”

Jones stares into the eyes of Julianne Brady.  She can sense the sincerity in the blonde haired beauty’s eyes and her voice.  Tears start to form in the eyes of Jones as she nods her head.

“Yeah, I’d like that too!”  Marie leans in and embraces the blonde in a tight hug.  After breaking the embrace Jones seems to have as big a smile on her face as the one Julianne has been sporting this entire time.

“Now Marie, sweetie, people come here to this retreat for healing.  So tell me, your friend, why do you need healing?  Tell me what hurts.” Julianne’s words are comforting as they break through Marie’s rough exterior.   Before Marie can speak up, Julianne places a hand upon her shoulder. “And please, start at the very beginning.  We are friends now, after all, and we need to get to know one another.”

“Right, sure.” Marie nods her head. “What do you want to know?”

“Tell me about your family?” Julianne asks. “Your mom and dad?  Brothers or sisters?”

“My family situation is…” Jones pauses as she tries to think of the appropriate language.  Finally she comes up with one. “...complicated.  I’m not sure you would understand.”

“Now Marie, we are friends.  Do friends keep secrets?  You can tell your friend anything.” Julianne insists.  “I won’t judge you.  I promise.”

Jones ponders this for just a moment before nodding her head. “Right.  I have sisters, two half sisters and an identical twin sister.”

“Two halves make a whole!” Julianne says with a laugh.  She stops immediately when she notices Marie not laughing. “Sorry…”

“Well, my mom gave up both me and my twin sister at birth.  But I was the lucky one who got a good home.  My sister ended up in a bad situation.”

“Did you two ever reunite?  Whatever happened to her?” Julianne asks.

“We did reunite.”

“Well that’s a wonderful thing!” Julianne states happily. “Truly wonderful!  And you reunited with your mom?”

“Yeah, I did.” Marie nods her head.

“See, Marie?  You need to start focusing on the positives.  You have so much to be thankful for, to be grateful for!  You truly are blessed, you just need to know how to recognize those blessings!”

A warm smile forms on Marie’s face. “Yeah, maybe I do.”



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September 15th, 2019
Boston, Massachusetts
Off Camera
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Normally the buzzing of her alarm would wake Marie up in the mornings, and while she did bring her alarm with her to the Inner Peace Enlightenment Retreat for that very purpose, her roomate Julianne insisted that she ditch the alarm.  According to Julianne peace and tranquility was all part of the healing process and that Marie needed to forget about her busy, intense schedules.  She should just let her body relax and conserve energy.  Today is a Sunday and normally on a Sunday Marie would rush to Sunday morning mass at the nearest Catholic Church she could find and immediately begin a strict training regimen for whatever wrestling match she was booked for that week.  In this case, she would be going to mass and then preparing for a World Tag Team Championship Match with her twin sister Kimberly against Ryan Watson and Autumn Valentine.  Julianne suggested that instead of such a strict, regulated Sunday schedule, Marie should just “soak up the beauty of nature.”

All of this is about healing spiritually and emotionally.  And while the idea “soaking up the beauty of nature” sounds somewhat like a crazy hippy notion to her, the idea of at least relaxing a little instead of being so focused and so tense all of the time is definitely worth trying.  Thus it doesn’t really bother Marie when she wakes up and looks at her clock, noticing the time is eleven o’clock.  Eleven is when her church’s Sunday mass starts, so she knows she has already missed it.  It feels odd to miss such an important event in her spiritual life and yet, she also doesn’t feel guilty.  Does this make her a sinner?  In the eyes of the Church, yes.  Does Marie care?

Right now, the answer to that question is no.

Marie swings her legs over the side of her bed and stares at the other bed.  It appears as if Julianne is still there, fast asleep.  Julianne is completely covered by the covers and massive comforter.  Her head and entire body must be underneath as Marie can see nothing but the form of a human body covered up underneath.  Jones chuckles lightly, she can’t imagine how anyone can sleep underneath that massive, thick comforter.  It would be so hot.

Jones is careful to quietly stand up, trying not to disturb her new friend and roomate.  But then just as she stands up the comforter and covers fly off of the bed and Marie spots her identical twin sister Kimberly Williams staring at her with an insane grin on her face.

“PEEK-A-BOO!” Kimberly points a long slender finger at Marie. “I SEE YOU!!!!”

“Kim?!” Marie exclaims loudly.  She is startled to see her here; then again, she shouldn’t be startled to see Kimberly do anything wild or unusual like this.  “What on earth are you doing here?!”

“Oh come on now!  Can’t a girl stalk her twin sister anymore?” Kimberly leaps out of bed and embraces her in a tight hug.  Marie shoves her off.

“Get off me!”

“Oh, what’s wrong?” Kimberly asks coyly. “You act like I’m gonna kidnap you, tie you in a basement, and replace you or something!”

“In case you forgot, you actually DID that to me once.” Marie states, placing her hands on her  hips and glaring angrily at her twin sister.

“Oh yeah!  I forgot!  That was back when I was all evil and shit but then you turned me back to the light side of the force!  You turned me into a Jedi again!”

“Star Wars references, Kim?  Really?”

“Why not?” Kimberly asks. “Abi makes Batman references all the time!”

“You’re not Abi.” Marie states plainly.

“This is true.” Kimberly answers, nodding her head.  Marie sighs out of frustration and points towards the door.

“You need to get out of here, Kim.” Marie tells her twin angrily. “I don’t think the people here at the retreat would be very pleased knowing you broke in.”

“I didn’t break in.” Kimberly insists. “They let me in.  And I’m pretty sure I’m welcome here any time I damn well please.  At least that’s what that nice used car salesman Raul told me.”

“Raul?” Marie gasps in shock then in embarrassment, curious as to what her sister said to him. “You spoke to Raul?!”

“Of course!  He thought I was you, but then again, everyone here thought I was you.” She winks playfully at Marie. “That’s what made it so easy to get inside.”

“Oh God…” Marie’s voice trails off as she walks back over and sits down on the edge of the bed.  She buries her face in her hands out of humiliation.  She cannot believe Kimberly did this.  Kimberly smirks as she walks over and sits down on the bed next to Marie.  She wraps an arm around her shoulder.

“Don’t be upset, sis!  You should’ve known that a crazy loon like me would’ve tried something like this!”

“You’re right.” Marie answers, looking up at Kimberly and staring deep into her eyes, demanding answers.  “What I really want to know is how you found out about this place?  I only told one person about Inner Peace Enlightenment.”

“Yep,” Kimberly nods her head with a knowing smirk on her face “and who do you think was the snitch?”

“Crap!” Marie exclaims, rolling her eyes. “I guess I can’t trust our mother to keep any secrets anymore.”

“Oh don’t blame her.” Kimberly tells her. “The truth is, once again I impersonated you and during our conversation she mentioned this little hippy commune.”

“It’s not a hippy…” Marie stops, her voice fades off as she ponders what Kimberly just told her “...wait, you managed to convince our mother that you were me?”

“Yep!” Kimberly states proudly.  Marie, despite the situation, can’t help but be impressed.

“Wow, you’re real good at that.”

“Thanks!” Kimberly embraces Marie in another tight hug.  Marie gently shoves her off though and shakes her head.

“It still doesn’t excuse your actions this morning.  You broke in…”

“Snuck in.” Kimberly corrects her.  Marie rolls her eyes.

“Whatever.  You snuck into a place that you don’t belong.  You invaded my privacy, Kim!  Does that mean anything to you?!”

“Privacy, is that what you’re all upset about?” Kimberly cackles. “It’s cute that you think privacy means a damn thing when it comes to family.  Maybe I should turn the tables?  Instead of me telling you what I’m doing here, how about you tell me what brings you to a dump like this?”

“It is not a dump.” Marie states pointedly. “And why I’m here is none of your business.”

“Is that how it’s going to be?” Kimberly asks.  Marie nods her head.  Kimberly sighs. “You tried to kill yourself, then you joined this hippy cult and didn’t tell anyone; you’re starting to worry people.”

“This isn’t a hippy cult.” Marie insists. “They are nice people.  And I’m fine.  I don’t need your help.”

“Don’t play that card with me, Marie.  I tried that when I needed help but you told me we were sisters and we helped each other.  So I’m here to help you.  Besides, we’re fighting for the SCW World Tag Team Championships against one fuck to give…”

“That’s Zero Fucks To Give.”

“Does it matter?  Point is I need my sister back and preferably in a competent state of mind.” Kimberly winks knowingly. “I don’t think I can escape this place dragging your limp body behind me after I’ve drugged you.”

Marie furrows her brow, staring at Kimberly. “You wouldn’t drug me…”

“I came prepared.” She reaches into her pocket and produces a syringe. “Go ahead, make my millennium, BWAHAHAHAHAHA!”

“Beetlejuice reference.” Marie observes. “That’s better.”

Kimberly puts the syringe down and takes her sister by the hands. “Look Marie, you know I’m the last person to judge anyone.  If you want to hang out with these clowns go right ahead.  But you are worrying me.  You are a perfect little Catholic girl, but you missed mass for these people.  Wrestling is your whole life and you missed our training session today.  Now I’m not one of those weirdos who obsess over championships, but I do obsess over my sister’s well-being and right now I question your well being.”

The Phoenix stares into her sister’s eyes and notices the sincerity.  Marie smiles and then embraces her in a tight hug. “You’re right.  I’m sorry for scaring you, Kim.”

“It’s ok, babe.  Don’t sweat it.” The Woman Scorned points towards the door. “Now lets beat it before people discover two of you running around, ok?”


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