Saturday, January 25, 2020

The Aftermath: Part 3


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January 19th, 2020
Boston, Massachusetts
Off Camera
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The sunlight streaming in through the window doesn’t immediately wake up “The Phoenix” Marie Annabelle Jones, who sleeps rather soundly in a king size bed all by herself.  Being alone is all too new for Jones.  For the longest time she had her husband, Arthur Pond, and even after his suicide Marie stuck with her identical twin sister Kimberly.  She justified it, claiming that Kimberly needed someone to look after her, but the truth of the matter is that Marie needed Kimberly just as much as Kimberly needed Marie.  And as if that wasn’t enough, Marie started dating Tommy Cook and later joined The Inner Peace Enlightenment Retreat where she would spend several days a week with her newfound Retreat friend Julianne Buchanan.  Unfortunately almost all of this has begun to come apart.  The Inner Peace Enlightenment Retreat proved to be nothing more than a sex cult.  After failing to recapture the SCW World Tag Team Championship it was Kimberly’s desire to pursue a singles career.  And her boyfriend, Tommy, isn’t living with her.  Outside of Marie’s young son, Sean Connor Jones, Marie is practically alone.  Except for the few times that Kimberly comes by for a visit.

Marie needed to be woken up but it wasn’t just the warmth of the sun’s rays that did the trick, for loud noises from downstairs also has seemingly disturbed The Phoenix’s deep slumber.  Jones turns her head and yawns deeply and loudly as she gazes upon the face of the digital clock on her nightstand.  It reads: “10:00 am”...Jones, who is typically an early bird, has slept much later than she had planned.  Today is one of those few days in which her sister Kimberly has come by for a visit.  The idea is to do some mutual training and sparring together.  Both have matches with a lot at stake; in Kimberly’s case, she is facing Bree Lancaster for the SCW United States Championship.  And for Marie, it is the opportunity to stake her claim to a Trios Opportunity as she teams with Selena Frost, Tommy Valentine, and Jay Gold.  If they win, they are all part of the Trios Tournament.  With so much on the line for both of them it was Marie’s idea for the two of them to train together for this event and she expected her sister to be enthusiastic about the idea as well.  Oddly enough, The Woman Scorned did not seem as enthusiastic as The Phoenix had hoped.  In fact, it took some arm twisting on Marie’s part to get Kimberly to agree to this.

It stands to reason that this is probably Kimberly who is making the noise at this time of day.  Marie’s son, Sean, is typically quiet.  Kimberly, on the other hand, is wildly unpredictable.  Nothing she does surprises Marie. 

The Phoenix swings her legs over the side of the bed and then pushes herself up.  She walks over to the closet and pulls it open.  She produces a pair of workout pants and and slips them on.  She finds a plain white t-shirt which she tosses on the bed.  Jones goes to a set of drawers and opens the top, finding a sports bra.  She immediately puts it on.  The redhead then retrieves her the shirt from the bed and slips the white t-shirt on over her head.  Marie exits her bedroom and turns left.  A few feet down the hall and she reaches another bedroom, and the door is standing wide open.  Jones steps inside and finds her son, Sean, sitting on the floor playing a video game on his on his X-Box.

“Sean?”

“Yeah, mom?” Sean asks without even breaking eye contact with the tv screen or the action of the game itself.  Marie cannot help but feel somewhat impressed at his ability to be so focused on the game and her at the same time.

“Have you seen your Aunt Kim?”

“Uh, yeah, she got up early this morning...”

“Thanks, sweetie.” Marie blows her son a kiss as she turns and starts to walk away but she stops when Sean calls out after her.

“Mom?”

“Yes?” The Phoenix, her maternal instincts kicking in, turns and faces her son with an inquisitive stare.

“Is Aunt Kim ok?”

This question catches The Phoenix off guard.  She tilts her head to one side and studies her son curiously.  She approaches Sean slowly and sits down next to him on the floor. “Sure.  I think so.  Why do you ask?”

“Aunt Kim seems...different…”

“How so?”

“I don’t know.” The youngster shrugs his shoulders. “She’s just been...different.  Y’know?”

The Phoenix nods her head.  She never really thought about it until Sean mentioned it just now but Kimberly has seemed different lately.  For the past several weeks she has been a different person; more stand-offish, colder, and bipolar in the sense that she would be emotionless and stoic one moment and the next moment freaking out.  Ordinarily Marie would have been very concerned for her sister’s well being but she never even noticed; at least not until her son mentioned it.

“She used to be fun…” Sean says, his voice trailing off. Marie smiles broadly as she thinks back to the fun times she and Kimberly had as Twin Magic, teaming up in Supreme Championship Wrestling and Global Championship Wrestling. Working with her sister inside of a wrestling ring is like a Jones family tradition; their mother Angelica teamed with her younger sister Kayla.  Marie also once teamed with her half-sister Jessica Lasiewicz.  It only stood to reason that Marie and Kimberly would form a team as well.  But now just as suddenly as it developed it also suddenly came to an end.  It is then that the real guilt hits her.  This entire time while she has been wallowing in self-pity over her problems and her issues, issues ranging from the Inner Peace cult and her own refusal to let go of Arthur’s death, Kimberly has been there all along, probably with problems of her own, and Marie was too caught up in her world to notice.

Looking at the concern on the face of her son Sean does bring a smile to Marie’s face.  There is hope for the next generation at least.  The Phoenix leans over and kisses her son on his forehead. “You’re a good kid, Sean.  I love you.”

“I love you too, mom.”

Jones stands up and exits the room.  She quietly shuts the door behind her.  She turns towards the stairs and slowly descends, making her way down.  As she goes farther and farther down she begins to hear the sound of her sister’s voice.  Kimberly is talking...to herself?  That’s odd.  But then again, nothing about her identical twin sister has ever truly been normal.  When she makes it to the bottom she follows the sound of her sister’s voice…

“We don’t need her!”

“Shut up!  She is my sister!”

“But she ruined you!”

Marie is now thoroughly confused.  Both voices are Kimberly’s but one seems slightly...different. Kimberly is arguing with herself, but why?  Is this some sort of game?  Were it anyone else, Marie would be very concerned about her mental state but then again, this is Kimberly.  Has she ever had a clean bill of mental health?

“We both have matches at Day of Infamy!”

“This is true.  It does make sense for you to practice together.  Just understand where your loyalties lie.”

“My loyalties lie with my family.”

“Your family does not accept you, child.  Only I do.”

The Phoenix furrows her brow in confusion.  She stands just outside of the living room and it is in the living room where this argument is taking place.  It is in the living room where Kimberly is arguing with herself for some ungodly reason.  Instead of sticking around for more of this craziness from her sister, Marie decides to confront her about it.  The Phoenix enters the living room and finds that Kimberly has her back turned towards her.

“Kimberly?  Who are you talking to?”

“Huh?  Marie?” Kimberly is taken by complete surprise and it shows as she turns around and shock is written across her face.  That shock is replaced by fear. “Marie!  Run!”

“Run?  From wha…” Marie’s eyes grow wide as she just now notices that her twin is holding a human skull in her hands “...what the hell is that?”

Just then Kim’s face goes blank.  Her eyes roll back into her head and for a moment Marie believes she is about to faint.  Jones rushes over just in time to catch her sister from falling.  Kimberly then looks up at Marie with pure hatred in her eyes.

“DIE!”

Before Marie can react Kimberly shoves her off and then decks her with a hard right hand that sends Marie tumbling to the floor.  Marie pushes herself up but is taken right back down by an enraged Kimberly who lifts her up and charges her back first into the nearest wall.  From there Williams spins her around and drops her to the floor.  Kimberly mounts her twin and wraps both hands around her throat and begins to choke her.

“You ruined her!”

“Ruined...ack...ruined who?” Marie is having trouble breathing, let alone forming any words, but she does barely manage to get those words out.

“You ruined Kimberly!” Kimberly exclaims loudly and angrily.  Marie struggles to breath as her enraged and psychotic twin sister begins to choke the life out of her.  Jones isn’t sure what to do until she spots the skull that Kimberly was holding.  She reaches out for it.  She is close...so close...and finally The Phoenix snatches the skull and smacks Kim in the side of the head with it.  The force of the impact knocks Kimberly off.  Marie realizes that she has bought herself a little time and she uses it to push herself back up.  By then, however, the enraged Kimberly is also up and charges.  Jones sees her coming just in time, so she sidesteps her and Kimberly runs into a table holding a lamp and tumbles over the top of it and to the floor below.

“What on earth is wrong with you, Kimberly?!” Marie exclaims angrily as she watches Kimberly pull herself back up to her feet.  The Phoenix prepares herself, bracing for another attack from her twin sister.

“You ruined her!  You…” Kimberly is still enraged but only for a moment.  Her face glazes over and her eyes roll back into her head.  Just then Kimberly shakes her head as she gazes back at Marie, this time a look of shock is upon her face. “...Marie!  Uh…” The Woman Scorned shakes her head “...you should leave.  Now.”

“No.” Marie folds her arms over her chest and stands her ground.

“I am not sure how much longer I can control myself.  Take Sean and get out of here.”

The mention of her son immediately makes The Phoenix consider taking Kimberly’s advice and leaving.  Sean is precious to her and doesn’t want harm to come to him.  But Sean is Kim’s nephew, surely she wouldn’t do anything to him.  But then again, why would she freak out and attack her?  None of this makes any sense but Marie does eventually decide to stand her ground.  She shakes her head.

“I am not leaving, at least not until I get some answers out of you.”

“LEAVE!” Kimberly shouts angrily.  Her face contorts, it looks as if she straining, stressing even. “If you care for your son then leave!  I don’t know how long I can contain this!”

Jones shakes her head, stubbornly refusing to give up on her twin sister.  She approaches Kimberly who tries to back away but she ends up backing into a corner.  Marie reaches out and gently grabs Kim by the hand and squeezes tightly. “I do care about my son but I also care about you…”

“Liar!” Kimberly shouts, jerking her hand away and shaking her head vehemently. “She says you don’t care for me!”

Who the hell is she talking about?  Marie has no idea what is going through her sister’s head right now but she can tell Kimberly is frustrated, enraged, and angry.  Marie again considers packing Sean up and leaving but she still opts not to go.  She cannot leave her sister in this condition.  Marie shakes her head.

“I am not leaving until I get some answers out of you.” She points over to the sofa. “So go, sit down; we’re going to talk.”

“Why?!” Kimberly demands angrily.

“Because despite what you may think, I do care about you.”

“Fine…” Kim’s voice trails off.  She shakes her head “...but it’s your funeral.”

Marie steps aside and watches cautiously as her identical twin sister makes her way across the living room, stepping over the fallen table and lamp, and finally over to the sofa.  Kimberly sits down in the center and then Marie approaches slowly and carefully.  Jones sits down next to her, to Kim’s right.  Marie places a comforting, gentle hand on her sister’s knee.

“I spoke to Sean this morning.  He is worried about you, Kim, and so am I.”

“Bullshit.” Kimberly spits out. “You never noticed anything was wrong.  You never do.”

“Ok, maybe I didn’t notice before, maybe I didn’t notice until Sean pointed it out.  But I do notice it now.  Especially after all of this…” The Phoenix motions to the wreck caused by Kimberly’s unprovoked attack.  The Woman Scorned doesn’t seem bothered at all.  In fact, she just shrugs her shoulders.

“So what?  You are talking to the person who once kidnapped you.  You are talking to the person who tried to replace you.  You are talking to the person who tried to staple Abigail Lindsey, Bree Lancaster, and pretty much everyone else in SCW.  You should expect anything from Crazy Kim.”

“You’re not crazy.”

“What do you call of this?  Sanity?” Venom drips from Kimberly’s voice. “And quit acting like you care because you don’t!”

Yet again Marie is accused of not caring about her identical twin sister.  This is very unusual and doesn’t sit well with The Phoenix.  Jones then casts a gaze over to her left and notices the skull still lying on the floor.  She looks back over at Kim. “Is that a real human skull?”

“Yes.”

“Whose skull is it?”

“Emma’s.”

Marie knows of Emma.  Emma Storm is the woman who is largely responsible for Marie and Kimberly being separated at birth.  Emma Storm is the one most responsible for Kimberly being as unstable and dangerous as she is.  Emma hated the Jones family and raised Kimberly, eventually training her to be a weapon against them all.  Emma hadn’t been seen from or heard from in a long time, thus Marie isn’t surprised to find out that she is dead, nor would it surprise her to find out that Kimberly murdered her.  Still, it is just a suspicion that Marie must first confirm.

“How is it that you have her skull?”

“I killed her.” Kimberly says through gritted teeth as tears form in her eyes. “I had her tied up and I beat her again and again until she died.  She died at my bare hands, Marie.  But she’s not gone…” The Woman Scorned points to her head “...she’s still here.  She’s always been here.”

“Kimberly…Emma is gone…”

“Maybe she is?  Maybe she isn’t?” Kimberly shrugs her shoulders, still sobbing softly but looking indifferently. “But it doesn’t matter does it?  It doesn’t matter because she is still here.” Again Kimberly points at her head.

“So what you’re saying is that you’re hearing voices in your head?”

“That or there’s an actual fucking ghost possessing me!” Kimberly snaps angrily at her twin sister. “Which sounds more logical to you right now?  Which makes me less crazy because right now I feel pretty fucking insane!  I feel like I’m losing my damn mind Marie!”

“Listen to me, Kim.  First of all, you are not crazy.”

“I feel pretty damn crazy right now!”

“You may feel that way and maybe that is what Emma wanted you to be, a crazy psychotic person to hurt this family, but she failed.  She failed because YOU made such awesome progress.  You worked hard and healed yourself.”

“You’re right, I did heal myself.” Kimberly nods her head and then points an accusatory finger at Marie. “Unlike you.  You needed help...from the church, from the family, and finally from a fucking self help group that turned out to be a sex cult...and after all of that you still haven’t been able to help yourself.  You still have your own problems that you haven’t been able to move on from and you sit here and tell me to forget about it and move on?” She shakes her head. “You’re such a hypocrite.”

“Kimberly, listen…”

“NO YOU LISTEN!” Kimberly shouts angrily. “I was there for you when you decided to throw side with Syren and Katya and her friends.  I knew they were bad news.  I knew they were nothing but con artists because I was raised by a fucking con artist and if there is one thing I know better than anyone else is a fucking con artist.  But I stuck by your side.  I stayed loyal to you.  I wanted to start a singles career of my own for a long time but you needed a tag team partner so that you could go after the tag titles.  The tag titles was one of three championships missing before you could become Supreme Champion in SCW.  So I set my singles aspirations aside so that you could achieve your goals.  I remained loyal to you, Marie.  The one and only time I ever spoke out against you was when you joined that Inner Peace crap and you told me to get lost.  So do not lecture me, Marie!  You have no room to stand!”

Marie bows her head in shame.  A great deal of what her twin sister has just said is correct.  But she is far from done.  Kimberly points over at the skull. “Emma separated us at birth and yeah, manipulation may have played a role, but the fact is our beloved mother gave me to her.  And despite Angelica knowing full well who I was, she still denied it even after I came back into her life.  It took hard evidence before she would admit that yes, I was her daughter, and even to this day she never fully accepted me.  Our half-sisters, Jessica and Kelly, they don’t accept me.  I’m not even sure you fully accept me but at least…” she sighs deeply “...at least you tried.”

Even more good points.  Most would argue that a distrust of Kimberly is to be expected, considering what she has done in the past.  Still, she is family.  Should she not be accepted?  Marie then takes initiative and embraces Kimberly in a tight hug.

“Look at me!” They break the embrace and Kimberly gazes into Marie’s eyes, which are now flooded with tears. “I love you, you idiot!  I would do anything for you!  But you’re right...maybe I have been too selfish, too caught up in my own world and my own problems.  You have done a great deal for me, and while I do appreciate that, I have to admit that I have not done nearly as much for you.  This has been a very unfair, one-sided relationship and for that, I apologize.”

“It’s nice hearing you admit that but…” Kimberly’s voice trails off as she struggles with her words “...but it’s still just words.”

“I know.  What mom did, manipulation from Emma or not, was still wrong.  And take my word for it because I spoke to her a few weeks ago, she does feel guilty about everything she has done and if there was any way to make it right she would do it.”

“Maybe if she treated me like a daughter...maybe if Jessica and Kelly treated me as sisters...but all of you treat me as Crazy Kim.  All of you treat me as a weapon that you can call upon if you need me.  Stabby, stabby, right?  You’re no better than Emma, because that’s all she wanted.  She just wanted a weapon to use against this family.”

“It’s a matter of trust, Kim.  They don’t trust you.  But trust can’t just be given.  Trust is earned.”

“Not this crap again!” Kimberly shouts, rolling her eyes. “I’ve heard all of this before!  I know I’ve done terrible things!  I know why they don’t trust me!  I know…”

“I’m not talking about you, you idiot!” Marie shouts, shouting over her sister. “I’m talking about me!”

“What?!” Kimberly is taken surprise by this response.  Marie nods her head.

“I can’t speak for Jessica and Kelly, or even for mom, but I can speak for myself when I say that I am deeply sorry for taking advantage of you in our relationship.  I am sorry for taking you for granted.  And I am sorry for not caring about you as much as I should.  And Kim, I am going to bust my ass from here on out to hopefully earn your forgiveness and earn your trust, because I do not want a weapon or a tag team partner.  I want a sister.  I want my best friend back.”

Marie stares hopefully into her twin sister’s eyes.  Eventually Kim breaks down into tears and embraces Marie in a tight hug. “I...I want that too…!”

“And you know what friends do?  Do you know what sisters do?” Marie asks as Kimberly looks up at her sister with tear filled eyes. “They help each other.  And I am going to help you through whatever issues you have right now, I will do whatever I can to make those voices go away, if you help me through my issues.  Deal?”

Kimberly smiles and nods her head. “Deal.”




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January 25th, 2020
Chicago, Illinois
On Camera
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The cityscape was a jumble of shapes, like a child had cast blocks down randomly and then swept them so close together they touched. There were rectangles, domes and mini-castles. There were spires, weather vanes and satellite dishes. Between the dwellings and businesses the roads were so narrow that they frequently became blocked by trucks brining in wares. These juggernauts were designed for highways and the metropolis.  Between the chaotic buildings ran a network of paths wide enough for two skinny people to pass. This city is Chicago and it is a living machine spread over once green land like a microchip grossly enlarged. The roads run in their predictable grid pattern and the lights of the stores, restaurants and places of vice shine neon into the night.

We then cut to the outside of a hotel room, specifically a balcony.  The balcony grew from the walls of the house as generous arms from a host, or perhaps those of a mother to cradle her infant child. The metal had a patina of ocean greens and blues, or perhaps it was more the hues of a mossy forest floor in softened early light, yet either way it was beautiful.  It isn’t long until a lovely femine figure steps out onto the balcony.  The camera zooms in and we see that this is none other than “The Phoenix” Marie Annabelle Jones.  The redheaded Boston native is wearing a knee length black skirt, black stockings, and black patent leather high heeled pumps with an open toe.  She is wearing a red sweater and her signature black leather jacket.  Her long red hair hangs unrestrained to below her shoulders.

“So here we are in Chicago, just one day away from Day of Infamy.  Just one more day until I get the opportunity to make my own luck with the Trios Buy In.  And that’s what gets me to thinking about the people of this fine city.  Chicago is a place where the competitive spirit is alive and well.  You have World Series Champions Chicago Cubs, Super Bowl Champion Chicago Bears, and NBA Champion Chicago Bulls.  The Monsters of the Midway, Super Bowl Shuffle, Michael Jordan, all of it came from right here from a city that knows all about success in the world of sports.  But that’s not all…” Jones shakes her head “...you see, with any competitive environment you have to take the good with the bad.  Hell, with all aspects of life you have to go in expecting that there will be good days and bad days, there will be wins and there will be losses, because let’s be honest, you cannot win them all.  And I know that too.  I mean, look back at my history, I already have had quite a successful wrestling career with seven world championships to my name.  I am two championship wins away from the coveted Supreme Championship in SCW.  But I also understand that I have had my bad days.  Wrestling, like life in general, is a roller coaster of good times and bad times, coupled with good decisions and bad mistakes.  What makes you either a stronger, better, tougher person or just another weak coward is whether you decide to press on, fight on, or if you choose to make excuses.”

The Phoenix narrows her eyes in an intense gaze at the camera, as if glaring deep into the very soul of the viewer. “I have chosen to fight on!  I do not choose to live in the past, to constantly live in my glory days, that is why I have only just now even mentioned my seven previous world title wins.  That is the first time I ever mentioned them since signing with SCW years ago.  I never brought it up because I live for the here and the now while also preparing for the future.  All that matters in SCW is what I have done in SCW and what I have done is win the SCW Television Championship, United States Championship, and World Tag Team Championship.  My career in SCW has been very successful.”

Jones shakes her head. “But I am not done and if you think I am satisfied then you are dead wrong.  I know that with hard work and dedication to my craft that I can do so much more in this great company and I know that I can become SCW Adrenaline Champion and that I can maybe even become SCW World Champion, my eighth world title overall and completing my goal of becoming Supreme Champion.  But I am not going to live in the past and I am definitely finished making excuses for why I fail.  I will leave the excuse making for the experts at excuse making, people like Gavin Taylor who are so good at failing that they become masters at the art of making excuses for each and every failure.  That is why I am better than someone like Gavin Taylor.  I am better than him in every way imaginable because I will not only take ownership of my past mistakes but I will also learn from them and use those lessons, those experiences, to improve myself as a competitor, so that going forward I will not have to worry about making excuses…”

“...because I will have won…” a confident smirk forms upon her lovely face.

“The Day of Infamy Trios Buy In is a great concept because it eliminates the whole idea of making excuses.  Four teams of four in two eight person tag matches, the two winning teams guaranteeing themselves a spot in the 2020 Trios Tournament and from there a battle to determine seeding for a draft.  Unlike previous Trios Tournaments, where LUCK played a huge role in the tournament outcome, this time luck is taken out of the equation almost entirely.  If I want a guaranteed spot in the Trios Tournament then I need to do my part to help Selena Frost, Tommy Valentine, and Jay Gold get the job done for our team.  And if I want to get a top draft choice and put together an absolutely unbeatable Trios Team then I need to go on and defeat those same three individuals to ensure my top seeding position.  Whereas before in previous years LUCK determined my Trios opportunity, this year I determine my own Trios opportunity.  And if my team loses, it isn’t on Selena, Valentine, or Jay…”

Her voice trails off.  Marie pats herself on the chest “...it is all on me.  It falls upon my shoulders to fight and claw with every last breath I have in my body to get the job done, and never to settle, never to be content, and damn sure never to let anyone carry me over the finish line.” She shakes her head defiantly.

“I will do my part, I will carry my load, and if I will even carry the whole damn team if I have to, because this year, 2020, it is going to be my year, the year of The Phoenix, and I am going to start with Day of Infamy, go on to win Trios with an absolutely unbeatable Trios Team that I put together, and then complete my goal of becoming Supreme Champion.  Impossible dream, you say?  I say nothing is impossible if you put your mind to it.  If you say it is too lofty a goal then I say you are just trying to make excuses and I am done making excuses.  I am setting my sights to the highest of the highs, the biggest goals, and if you don’t believe that I can get the job done then watch me.  Watch me when I get the job done at Day of Infamy and then eat your words when I go on to victory at the Trios Tournament, eat your words and know that with the Trios Contract I can accomplish my goal in one...single...night…”


Tuesday, January 7, 2020

The Aftermath: Part 2



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January 4th, 2020
Boston, Massachusetts
Off Camera
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It was a surprise to many that James Evans and Angelica Jones won the tag team of the year award as Redemption.  Marie was not surprised in the least.  They were quite a formidable tag team.  She was somewhat surprised that her mother’s former tag team partner and eventual SCW World Champion would throw Angelica’s trophy on the ground at the trophy presentation.  Angelica really had no chance of retrieving it.

Lucky for her, Marie was there.  They may have had their ups and downs recently, but whether James ever will truly forgive Angelica or not is beside the point.  The trophy belongs to Angelica and Marie will make certain that the trophy gets to its rightful owner.  Plus this is a good excuse to go see her mother.

Angelica does not wrestle much these days, unlike Marie who is still very active.  So if Marie ever wants to see her mother she has to take any opportunity she can.  And with 2019 concluded and a new year on the horizon, Marie is going to use this opportunity the weekend before Breakdown to return her trophy and visit her mother in the process.

The wintry sun is the brightness of the day, taking centre stage as the blooms of the summertime become a part of the soil. The sunshine and cold, the sparkle and the ice, somehow warm even when the north wind bites.  This is nothing new to The Phoenix, Marie Annabelle Jones, who was born and raised here at this luxurious home in Boston, Massachusetts.  This is the familial Jones home where Marie’s grandparents, Bart and Kelly, lived with their children, Angelica and Kayla.  Angelica would eventually have a family of her own and would call this same place home.  The Matriarch of the Jones family still lives here at this grandiose estate and Marie does enjoy visiting her mother, whether the visit is out of necessity as it is today or if it is just to catch up.

Marie, dressed in an ankle length red maxi skirt, black leather boots, and a black long sleeve sweater, walks alongside her mother Angelica, who is dressed in a similar conservative attire of an ankle length black skirt, patent leather pumps, and a white silk blouse.  While Marie is used to this atmosphere and colder winter environment, the one thing she does not like about this is the fact that the garden is not kept well.  Angelica doesn’t bother to even try to keep up appearances of a well kept garden in the winter time.  Thus all Marie sees is the cold dark and despair of nothingness.

“It’s always a pleasure for any of my children to visit.” Angelica says, her voice sounding somewhat regretful, like a woman who wishes she could go back and rewrite history.  This woman has endured so much pain and heartache in her life, pain and heartache that Marie wishes to avoid, which is yet another reason why Marie is here today.

“And you know I like to visit.”

“There’s always a reason, though.” The elder Jones points out with more sadness in her voice. “You don’t visit JUST to visit.  None of you do.”

“Yeah, I know.  I’m sorry.” Marie’s voice is quiet.  She knows her mother makes a good point.  She only visits Angelica when she needs advice or needs help and here again she is visiting Angelica because she needs advice.  Weeks ago Dr. Jennifer Warren, the Jones family psychiatrist, had suggested that Marie find a way to deal with the suicide death of her husband Arthur Pond.  Warren had suggested either visiting the grave or visiting the family but Marie wants to speak to her own mother first.  If anyone knows about loss it is Angelica, who at the age of thirteen was forced to watch her own mother get raped and murdered.  She has dealt with loss in a big way.  If anyone could help her, it would be Angelica.

“It’s ok, Annabelle.” Angelica says with a forced grin on her face. “I understand.  I’m just happy to be able to see you, that’s all.”

Marie still feels like a horrible daughter, despite her mother’s words.  But she nods her head and decides to brush it off and move on.  The Phoenix then reaches into her purse and produces the small trophy for tag team of the year of 2019 in SCW.  It is in disrepair but nevertheless Marie hands it over to her mother.

“Oh, uh, here is your award.”

“Thanks, I think…” Angelica says with a slight chuckle “...it definitely has seen better days.”

“Sorry, mom.  I couldn’t get to it in time.”

“It’s not your fault.  Now come on, let’s go inside.”

Marie nods her head and follows her mother further down the garden and towards its exact, which is a gate.   The gate was somewhat rickety. It had surely been sturdy when it was made. It was solid cedar wood and held together with great iron nails. But it had not been varnished for many years and the rot had set in. The hinges and nails had become rusted and the gate hung at a jaunty angle.  Mother and daughter Jones exit through this gate and walk up the walkway that leads towards Angelica’s main house.

The French doors open and Marie and Angelica enter into the dining room area.  The dining-room was exquisite. The walls were covered with a shimmering gold paper and in the middle of the ceiling above the carved oak table was a candelabra. Down the center of the table was a runner with Celtic design woven in gold and green into the fabric itself. At the end of the table were floor to ceiling french doors, left slightly ajar to let in the scented summer air. The polished silver cutlery was heavy to the hand and shone brightly in the early evening light. At each place stood a tall empty wine glass and there were beautifully folded napkins to match the runner. All that was missing was the food and the guests.

Guests are not coming.  Marie knows that her mother, the ever illustrious Angelica Jones, enjoys the finer things in life.  To a degree, Marie understands this.  A lifetime of hardship, trial, and tribulation that Angelica had to live through has made her believe that she has earned this decedent lifestyle.  Marie has a sense of that pride running through her veins, as well.  She may not been left wanting for much growing up, but she still had pains and heartaches of her own.

“So what brings you here?” Angelica asks point blank.  Marie tilts her head to one side curiously and stares at her mother for a few moments before answering.

“What do you mean?”

“Annabelle, you heard me outside.  Heck, you admitted it yourself.  You come when you need something.  Same with Jessica and Kimberly.”

“What about Kelly?” Marie asks about her youngest half-sister hoping to change the subject.  Angelica shakes her head.

“Not really, because she still lives with me.  But I don’t even see her as much as I used to, not since your aunt Kayla took her under her wing.  I hardly see her now.”

“Aunt Kayla takes up that much of Kelly’s time?” Marie is somewhat shocked to hear this. “I thought you were training her in the combat aspect of wrestling while Kayla taught her the business aspect?  You should have her more than Kayla.”

“I agree.” Angelica nods her head. “But Kayla seems to think it is best if she handle Kelly’s entire career, including the wrestling aspect of it all.  I suppose she raises a good point.  It may not be a good move for Kelly to bounce around between me and Kayla all the time when Kayla, a trained wrestler herself, can just as easily do it all.”

“Don’t talk like that, mom.” Marie shakes her head vehemently. “Kelly is your daughter, my sister.  You deserve time with her.”

“I’ll just have to wait until she comes to visit, like I do with you.” Angelica winks playfully.  Then the Matriarch motions to the table. “Sit, please.  I’m going to get us something to drink.”

Marie does as she is told, sitting down and waiting patiently for her mother to get the wine.  Her mother is quite the wine drinker.  Angelica always has quite the variety but has a strong preference towards the reds.  Marie anticipates a red wine and, sure enough, Angelica reaches into the refrigerator and produces a bottle of Cabernet sauvignon.  Smiling pleasantly, the elder Jones pours some of the wine into Marie’s glass.  Then she pours some wine into another glass, presumably for herself.  Angelica then sits down as well.

“So what is it that you need, Annabelle?”

“Mom, please don’t…” It still stings and hurts for Marie to hear her mother be so pointed about this, so blunt.  It is the truth, though.  Marie visits only when she needs help.  She has not been a great daughter.  The irony of it all is that Marie knows for a fact that she was once the favorite daughter.  She isn’t sure if she still holds that title any longer or not.

“You come when you need help.  I do not mind helping, so what is it that you need?”

It hurts to her mother’s pained voice.  Marie is feeling stressed out now and knows only one way to deal with the stress.  Dr. Warren told her it was not healthy but damn it, it helps.  Marie smiles from ear to ear.  Positivity oozes from her every pore.

“Oh mommy!  What I want doesn’t matter!” Marie stands up and hovers over Angelica briefly before kissing her on the cheek. “All that matters is that we are together!  Right?”

“Uh, Marie?”

“Yes?”

“What the hell is wrong with you?”

Marie stares deep into her mother’s eyes.  She tries with all of her might to continue her practice of positivity, she tries to be this upbeat and happy person but she cannot maintain the front any longer.  She starts to cry. “I’m sorry...I’m sorry, mom…”

“Marie Annabelle…” her mother’s voice is more stern this time.  It sparks Marie to attention as she shakes her head.

“I’m sorry, mom.  It’s just hard, very hard.”

“What is?”

The Phoenix decides after a moment’s pause that it is best if she just bite the bullet.  This is why she came, after all.  She wants help from her mother.  She can deal with the guilt of being a terrible daughter later. “Mom, how long did it take before you were able to get over grandmother’s death?”

“Wow, that’s quite a loaded question.” Angelica says as she pauses to think about her answer.  This definitely was not where she was expecting her oldest daughter to go with this conversation.  Finally Angelica comes up with a semi-appropriate answer. “Honestly, I’m not entirely sure I am ‘over it’ right now.  To this day I think about my mother every day.  Why do you ask?”

“Because I know I am not over Arthur.” Marie says quietly. “His suicide still haunts me and is hurting me to this day.”

“I see.  But I thought you were supposed to get help from that place...what was it again?” Angelica asks curiously.  Marie sighs.

“The Inner Peace Enlightenment Retreat.”

“Yes, that.” Angelica nods her head. “What happened with that?”

“It wasn’t what I thought it was.” Marie responds quietly with a sense of shame in her voice.  She realizes she made a mistake in trusting Raul Alfaro, the leader of this movement.  Just like she made a mistake last year by trusting Katya and Syren.  Marie has made lots of mistakes and wants to make up for them all.

“I was afraid of that.” Angelica says with a sigh. 

“I was such an idiot for trusting them.”

“Annabelle, you need to stop that.”

“Stop what?”

“You know what.  You need to stop beating yourself up over what happened in the past.  Forgive yourself and move on.  It’s not just the Inner Peace crap, either.  I know you still blame yourself for siding with Syren and Dark Fantasy.  That was a long time ago.  And there are so many other things in your life that you have not forgiven yourself for.  Healing starts with you forgiving yourself.”

“You talk like you have some experience in that…” Marie says, her voice trailing off.  Her mother nods her head in agreement.  She knows this all too well.

“You’re right.  And Annabelle, I know how much it hurts to lose someone so close to you.”

“I know you do, that’s why I knew you could help me.”

“I hope I can help you.  But first you need to forgive yourself.  You also need to stop blaming yourself for Arthur’s death, because it wasn’t your fault.”

“But…”

“NO!” Angelica’s voice raises a few decibels as she shouts at her daughter. “It was NOT your fault!”

“Easy for you to say…” Marie takes a sip of her wine but shakes her head “...but much harder in practice.”

“I know but take it from me, blaming yourself for things that are not your fault and refusing to forgive yourself for the past will only continue to poison your future.  I’m just glad you’re out of that stupid Inner Peace movement.” The elder Jones scoffs as she takes a sip of her wine. “I knew it was a mistake for you to trust them.  I just knew it.”

“You knew?” Marie arches a brow. “Then why didn’t you stop me?!”

“Because you are an adult.  Like it or not I have to let you live your own life whether or not I agree with your life choices.  I do not agree with Kelly devoting her entire time to Kayla but I’m not going to stop her.  Same with Jessica and Kimberly, I do not always agree with their decisions but they are adults now and I will not stop them.”

Angelica reaches out and grabs her daughter’s hand, squeezing it tightly. “It is your time now, Marie Annabelle Jones.”

“Thanks, mom.  And a part of me has always known that my time is here and now but I have to get myself composed first and that will take some time.” Marie takes another sip of her wine.  After she sets her glass down she smirks knowingly at her mother. “I see why you drink so much of this stuff.”

“It helps calm the nerves, doesn’t it?”

“Yes, a great deal.” Marie remarks with a nod of her head.  Mother and daughter each pick up their glasses, clink them together in a toast, and then in unison take a sip of their wine.




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On Camera
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We open in an exquisite looking living room with cream colored walls and carpeting that is lush and an off-white color.  A big screen television set is placed on a wall over a fake fireplace mantle.  A comfortable black leather sofa is a few feet away.  A few  moments later “The Phoenix” Marie Annabelle Jones steps into the scene from stage left.  The beautiful redhead is barefoot and wearing denim jeans, a black “Phoenix” t-shirt, and her signature black leather jacket.  Her long locks of red hair hang unrestrained to shoulder length.  A grin is on the face of the Boston native as she waves jovially at the camera.

“Happy New Year everyone!” A low chuckle escapes her lips.  “Well, I must admit that the end of the year 2019 did not go exactly the way I had hoped it would.  Getting choked out by a member of your own family is not how I pictured closing out 2019.  Then again, I had also hoped that 2019 would begin with me as the SCW World Champion and that did not happen either.  But I’m not going stand here and make excuses or cry about it.”

The Phoenix shakes her head. “No, that was the old Marie.  That was last year’s Marie.  I did not win the championship at the End of the Year Show but so what?  I will live to fight another day.  I will learn from those mistakes I made that caused my elimination.  More importantly, I will fight back to the main event, I will earn another world championship match in the future against James Evans or whomever the champion may be and when that time comes, you had better believe that I will be ready to light the world on fire to claim what I want.”

“I am also done living in the past.  I made mistakes last year, but who doesn’t make mistakes?  The trick is learning from your mistakes.  I have learned from my errors, I have forgiven myself, and I have become a more mature athlete as a result.  I am also a much more capable and competent athlete as a result and that is a very dangerous thing for anyone and everyone I encounter heading into the new year.”

Jones points a long slender finger into the camera. “And it all starts with you, our Adrenaline Champion Gavin Taylor.  We are not strangers to one another.  We have done battle before, recently as a matter of fact.  You might have forgotten, with all of the stardom of being who you are and being the great champion you are...” the sarcasm oozes from her voice, any normal person would catch it but she isn’t quite certain that Gavin will catch the sarcasm “...so in case you forgot a little peasant like me, allow me to remind you of our last encounter.”

Marie reaches down to the sofa and picks up a remote control.  She turns on the television and immediately footage of the Gavin Taylor versus Marie Jones match from the October 16th Breakdown is aired.  Specifically we are in the endgame of the match as Gavin Taylor is running away.  Kimberly Williams, Marie’s twin sister, is trying to convince Marie to return to the ring but The Phoenix is refusing.  The match results in a double count out.  Jones turns off the television and tosses the remote to the side.

“I could have taken advantage of that opportunity, entered the ring, and won via count out.  Kimberly wanted me to take advantage.  Hell, it would have been an easy win for me but I refused to take the easy way out.  I never take the easy way out and I am not going to take a victory like that just because you were too much of a damn coward to finish the match!”

A smirk forms upon her lovely features before she nods her head. “That’s right, Gavin.  I called you a coward because that is exactly what you are.  You ran away from a fight.  That’s not honorable, it isn’t noble, and it is definitely not the actions of the star that you claim to be.  Those are the actions of a man afraid of getting beaten, scared of being exposed as the fraud that he is by The Crown Jewel of Professional Wrestling Marie Annabelle Jones!”

“Funny thing is, that is exactly what happened that night.  Despite all of your attempts to get away, despite your attempts to avoid it, you were still exposed not only as a coward but as a fraud.  You can argue the technicality of a double count out all you want, Gavin, and yes I will admit that it was a double count out, but it was a double count out BECAUSE I ALLOWED IT!  The match ended in a draw BECAUSE I ALLOWED IT!”

The smirk on her face fades away. “Now things are different.  You would go on to become SCW Adrenaline Champion; congratulations on that, by the way…” The Phoenix applauds, again with quite a bit of sarcasm that she knows Gavin will probably miss.

“...but you see, Gavin, that Adrenaline Championship is the specific reason why things are different now.  You are in possession of one of the two championships I have yet to win here in Supreme Championship Wrestling.  Which reminds me, have I told you of my goals for this new year?  Of course you haven’t, why would you care about a peon like me?  So I’ll remind you and anyone else who wasn’t paying attention that my goal is to win the Adrenaline Championship, win the World Championship...not necessarily in that order...and become Supreme Champion!”

“I have already proven that I can take you to the limit and I have proven that I can beat you.  Now just imagine what might happen not if but WHEN I actually DO pin your shoulders to the mat for a three count in front of God and everybody on Breakdown, thus providing irrefutable proof that you are mortal…” in another sarcastic move, Marie fake gasps “...I know, hard to believe, am I right?”

“Just think, though; think about when I beat you on Breakdown, that puts me in line for a title shot.  That puts me one step closer to getting what I want and you will be forced to live forever in the past, recalling your failure to defeat me.  Your failure to put me down will forever haunt you.  Your ego will be destroyed as I hit you with a painful dose of reality and that reality is that as good as you think you are in your deluded brain, I am better.  I will be Supreme Champion, Gavin, and you are just the beginning.”